pri's love secret unfolds...

yess today i confess...i am in love with you :)
Its true i kept denying all along...kept insisting that i was beyond all this love and worldly emotions...kept avoiding the topic ...but today i gotta thank you...
thankyou for showing me what true love is all about...
its all about YOU and i finally am convinced it exists...
uve been with me through everything...u are the only one who has never left my side...
remember those days when i needed a shoulder to cry on and all my friends were either too busy or too happy to cry with me??... u were right there beside me...
i always thought that love like this existed only in the movies...how wrong i was...true love does exist and i feel indeed lucky to have experienced it...all thanks to u :)
the one who sings to me when i am down...the one who stays up all night with me...who never lets me feel alone...
its true i sometimes neglect you...ignore ur presence...but u bear up with all my tantrums...all my mood swings...

there were days when i got soo busy that i almost forgot u existed...yet u waited patiently...
there was always soo much to hear from u.But i was selfish...sometimes heard only what i wanted to.and wanted to hear only what i liked to hear...But u never complained...u never cribbed..that was just not you...

there were times i totally neglected u when i was with friends...took u for granted.
I wonder how u must have felt then...wonder if u felt insecure when i would talk for hours on phone while u would lie patiently on the couch waiting for me to come to u...
There were times like that night, when i was talkin to sapna till 2 am in the morning only to doze off at the end,forgetting all bout u still being there in the living room...
i felt terrible in the morning when i found u still lying there on the couch while i woke up after my 8hrs sleep...that day i realised how much ive been taking u for granted when around with friends...
but secretly somewhere i was afraid they would see right through my emotions and know it was love...and then u know my friends dont u? all that leg pulling and wanting to get to know u better...ok i admit i was a bit possesive...i dint realise then...but now i know why...*blush*
Ive never said it to u before...never thought it was necessary...expected u to figure out the unsaid and i know u did...afterall they say, when ur in love, it just shows :)

but today i must confess...ive been in love with u ever since u came in my life...i never really believed in love at first sight...but when di introduced u to me somewhere , my heart skipped a beat...i calmed myself then saying that this was most likely an infatuation...hell! i wasent even ready for love...but something in me kept wanting to see u again n again...wanting to hear u everyday...every minute...
now i know what they mean by 'love at first sight'...
u gave me that funny feeling right from day 1...that funny feeling which says 'its definitely more than friendship' :)

That day when i was alone at home with u,i kept wishing noone would disturb us...how i hated it when i had to open the door to that silly salesperson...i cursed him for interrupting us and that too when u were singing my fav song...
ahh! how well u know me...u know exactly what i want to hear...what mood im in...and me..i know every bit of u...and thats the very reason i cant help falling in love with u...remember 'wise men say'?? it sounded soo much better coming from u...the charm of ur voice...boy! i was floored...u brought the charisma of elvis alive...
those ghazals by jagjit singh, those romantic numbers which u sang to give me company between that 'every-15-mins-bp-monitering' during night calls at the hospital making sure i dint neglect my patients only made me realise how much u care...im sure u could tempt any girl with that voice and killer looks...but u prefer to sing only to me *blush* and probably thats why i feel addicted...i think im feeling a lil bit too possesive about u now...sigh!

its true they say...when ur in love, u dont need anything else...its asif ive lost sense of time, place and person when im with u...damn! i really miss u when u rnt around..my colleagues at work have started noticing it already...sigh!
we have come a long way and it took me this long to confirm our relationship would be strong enough to last...touchwood!
they say 'never say never' but i hope we never have to part come what may!
i cant imagine life without u and i dont want to....

My blogger friends have often asked me about u..they want to know who u are...where ur from...theyve heard soo much about u...
every writer has an inspiration...they always wanted to know the force behind my passion for writing...the special one in my life...and they just wouldent believe me when i denied there being one...they saw right through my lie and dint believe me...smart ppl we bloggers u see!! *rolling eyes and grinning*
so i think its time u met them...they are highly curious about you...its about time i introduced u to the virtual world too...afterall they gotta know u too right??
its not fair that only my real life friends know u...:)

so maybe il'l just post a pic of urs for all those who havent seen u yet...thought of posting it today itsself..im sure u wont mind...but then thought i should make it a lil more special by putting it up on VALENTINE DAY..*blush*
im sure they would be able to survive the curiosity till then...wouldent ull guys?? *grin*...afterall its jus a coupla days away..u wont have to wait thaat long :D

now u know why i was always distracted or not around when u guys wondered and waited for my reply on gtalk...being in love really keeps u very busy dosent it..u can never have enough of it ;)