I'm caught in a whirl pool of words begging to be written...
But how do I write a story with neither a beginning nor end?
Reality does not allow me to make believe and fiction refuses to camouflage into something that i can relate to.
I'm feeling suffocated...caught...helpless.
There are words screaming in my head, yearning to be written.
But who would be interested in a story floating in mid air?
I need a framework.
I need a support system to spin my words around.
I need a muse to get inspired by and acknowledge.
I yearn to listen to a story..a story which no one has heard before and yet manages to make my heart write it down in words, words that would make every reader wince, cringe, sigh and smile...a passion that would make the strongest heart melt and the weakest heart tough.
I need a frame which would engulf the power of my words and make me struggle to live up to its expectations.
I want a challenge---to keep writing about and still crave to write more of, not to capture the readers attention..but more because ending it would mean breaking free from the connection.
and yet, I want a story which everyone would read and remember for the rest of their lives.
A tumble of unspoken desires...a cascade of unfulfilled dreams...the unfathomable itch to write a tale that has never been told---and yet a part of life that everyone has lived--you could provide me the skeleton, and I promise to fill it with life.
I'm caught in a whirl pool of words begging to be written, gnawing at me every moment, asking me to find a story to do justice with.
Have you ever wished someone would write your story??
Do you think my search will end at you?
7 comments:
I feel exactly the same!
I wont begin with saying I am sorry for being away and just being on the read mode as I dont have an excuse in its support ;) jokes apart...we all get so held up in routine work that we forget even if there r something that we read/do need our acknowledgements/presence. Blame on it habitual behaviour ur a doc and do understand the psychology that goes behind this play for sure....ever since I have taken a sabbatical from blogging I feel incomplete even though I have the urge to complete and make peace between my heart and mind and pen down my thoughts yet somewhere I get lost.....I have got motivations yet feel trapped... yes some smacking needs to come and yeah shackles of silence needs to be broken..because it is important to know that u r being watched ;)
Lots of love doc :) and promise will keep coming back n commenting ;)
xoxo
Mads
I know this feeling!
Everyone wants their story to be written down by someone who has no idea about them and what they r going thru but still manage to capture the essence so perfectly!
Btw on the latest post of urs, the comment section is not available. or maybe it is the fault of my slow net
Interesting Idea :)
I wont say that i have imagined or desired something similar but then being penned by someone is definitely awesome and by d one who doesnt know u...it makes things even more interesting. very nice :)
sarah
But, What would I want..anyone else to write my story? :)
The story of everyone is unique and beautiful and tragic...we can write our own story!
If others will read it..?
Now that is a different question! :P
"A tumble of unspoken desires...a cascade of unfulfilled dreams...the unfathomable itch to write a tale that has never been told---and yet a part of life that everyone has lived--you could provide me the skeleton and i promise to fill it with life"
Very well said! Hope to read something articulately narrated :)
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