The last
thing I remember was gazing into the abyss when I lost control and slipped. By the time I regained consciousness,
I found myself spiraling down a dark vertiginous tunnel, clueless of where I was heading.
When the
vertigo finally stopped, I realised I had arrived at the end of the passage. It
was marked by a door. On it was engraved the name, ‘Hawkins Research Institute’.
I couldn’t
believe my eyes. I had reached the much rumoured about research facility based in our town. Located underground, the lab promised utmost
confidentiality and was said to conduct brealthrough experiments of an undisclosed nature.
The
adrenaline rush I felt was unimaginable. A big fat adventure lay waiting in
front of me. Unraveling the mystery could change my life---I could become the
hero of my town. All I had to do to do was choose a quiet opportune moment and
sneak in.
Moments
later, I was inside the facility. Under the dim light of a solitary bulb, I
made my way to what seemed like the basement area.
In the
centre of the space was a huge glass chamber, equipped with a single seat and a
panel board with multiple levers and buttons. I went closer to have a better
look. But before I could do that, I heard footsteps approaching.
Startled, I
slouched behind an old and rusty file cabinet.
My heart was beating at the speed of a stallion.
The
footsteps stopped. The door opened. As
the lights flew on, I noticed a middle-aged man in a white lab coat walk in.
He was
bespectacled, had frazzled hair, and appeared preoccupied. I concluded he was
one of the scientists working at the centre.
Without
wasting any time, he made his way to the glass chamber. Quickly strapping
himself to the seat, he proceeded to punch a few buttons and pull a few levers.
The machine lit up, making a noise like an engine, but within seconds the sound
and the lights both died down. The man sighed. A look of exasperation crossed
his face, the tell tale signs of a failed experiment.
Just then,
a tiny squeak fell on my ears. I looked in the direction of the source and my
mouth let out a loud yelp almost involuntarily. A dirty black rat with fuzzy
hair was nibbling on my toes.
Startled by
my yelp, the astonished rodent scurried away, leaving me to face the co sequences
of my folly. I was already thinking of excuses to give the scientist when I looked
up to see him already pressing an alarm to inform security.
With the
alarm buzzing continuously, and the mad scientist staring me down, I felt
cornered. The security personnel would be here any minute.
Without
thinking, I jumped into the chamber-machine.
The man had pulled the red lever, then the blue, or was it the green? I
tried to recollect what I’d seen.
Just then,
five burly uniformed guards entered the
room. They were carrying arms. The scientist gestured towards me and they seemed to
understand what to do. Aiming their rifle towards me, they asked me to
surrender.
It was
almost a threat. Possibilities of punishment in a science lab wreaked havoc in
my mind. Exhumation, extermination, genetic mutation, a lifetime in coma…these
people could turn me into a guinea pig if they wanted.
The door
creaked. The panic in me surged. My hands trembled.
I pulled the
first lever that came in hand. Red. Nothing happened.
I pulled
the blue. Still nothing. The guards sniggered.
Panic
stricken, my hands were dancing all over
the machine panel.
Orange,
purple, green; I pulled all the levers together. I punched multiple random buttons.
Finally,
the machine came to life.
The scientist’s
mouth flew open. The guards did not know how to react. Neither did I.
Since then,
I have been having strange experiences. I have witnessed events no mortal would
ever have imagined. .
I have seen
centuries old empires crumbling, witnessed the terrors of fascism, the drawbacks
of capitalism. I have traveled a long way from the freedom struggle to dirty
politics, from communism to communalism,
from the suffragette movement to the Me too movement.
I have cursed
myself for being a helpless spectator of
acts of apartheid, untouchability, racism, classism, love jihad, jingoism, and
bigotry.
I have witnessed
genocides, space missile launches, breakthroughs in medicine, military warfare,
nuclear explosions, and miraculous recoveries.
I guess this
has become my way of life now, my identity. I’m a time traveler with no idea where he will land
up, or what he will experience next.
Unintentionally
though, I eventually ended up being a lab rat for Hawkins afterall. I wonder if there are more like me. I guess we
will never know.
Time-traveling
has ruined me forever, but it has also
made me believe…in endless possibilities, in hope. The universe, I have
realised, is not easy to comprehend. It works in mysterious ways.
The only
regret is that I cannot stay too long at one place to pass on this message. My
time is brief and yet inexhaustibly infinite.
I am
ageless.
I am the universe.
I am the God particle.
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